๐Ÿ“๐Ÿ’ญโ˜ฎ๐ŸŒWhat’s your inspiration in life?โ˜ฎ๐ŸŒŽ๐Ÿ“๐Ÿ’ญ

People have many different ways and inspirations that inspired them to do what they do today,rather it’s a career,hobby,ECT. I have many different inspirations that allow me to my stories,share poetry and memories with people. Things that I’ve been through in life and just everyday life inspires me to be a better and stronger person,to show the world that that what hurt you will not break you. I have A passion for caring and making people happy, I can relate to almost anything thing if it’s not something I’ve experienced it’s something I watched somebody else experience. Certain people I never had in my life as far as some family and friends makes me wanna be that person no one ever had due to the fact that I know how it feel not to have anyone like that. Anyone to talk to about different things. That’s what inspire me to be a better person to help everyone. I feel like my purpose of being here on this planet is to help people, give someone a home,food,protection ECT if and when they need it. That’s my job that’s my future and present. And that is why I’m here to give that to people,brighten up that person’s day who never seen to smile that right there is what inspired me to be me. If I can make a person happy or smile everyday then that’s well worth more then anything not even a million bucks will make me more happier then to put a smile on someone’s face. That’s my inspiration. What is yours?

๐ŸŒง๐ŸŒGood Morning to all๐ŸŒ๐ŸŒง

Goodmorning,my hippies,readers,gypsies and bloggers. Today I woke up feeling great,opened my Windows to feel the breeze and hear the rain. I love the rain! I made me a nice carrot,banana,strawberry and blueberry smoothie for breakfast fed my dog and we went out for a nice walk in this beautiful weather 48 degrees and no snow can’t beat it. I wish every winter in Ohio was like this. I feel really good today, I swear I feel like something really good is going to happen to me this year for the first time in a while I feel amazing. I don’t know if it’s the smoothie, the weather or the walk hahaha. But I feel amazing. Let’s see what today bring for us all. Toodles everyone talk to you soon. Love you all

Deep feelings of mine

Even though I have A boyfriend I feel emptiness inside, cold shivers down my spine, an urgent headache when I cry,my heart start turning in and out. I think out loud what’s going on, but I can’t think my mind is flown. We’ve been dating for close to two years, in the beginning I was lovestruck. Now my love for you is falling apart, I guess that’s what you feel when you’ve been hurt one too many times by the one who says they love you the most. Your love slowly fades away, there’s no turning back even if I tried because behind closed doors I will always have trust issues. What’s love without trust? What’s hurt without pain? What rain without clouds? And what’s me without you? Nothing, nothing at all. Is it my fault that I have to think this way? No, but I can I explain this to you without causing anymore pain. At the end I’m the one hurting deep down inside. Not you.

Morning talk!๐Ÿ˜€๐ŸŒซโ›…๐Ÿต

So I was web surfing last Night when I got back home because I couldn’t fall asleep and I met this girl won’t say any names because of realibility but I viewed her profile she was already one of my followers. Anywho I viewed her profile and I came across one of her posts saying I quote ” I’m more than grateful for the life I live. My parents been very supportive of me. They have always told me being different is good and that you can my only be the best version of yourself. Not many 20 year olds get to travel around the country doing what they love the most” I reached out to breast night asking how do you do what you do? I mean she was working a full time job with benefits, paying bills and ECT. But she felt as if she was really happy I mean she was grateful but it just wasn’t her. So she decided to leave everything and become what she is today a free spirit, hippie girl, who travels in a rv/van and go to festivals help people for free and live life her way. She inspired me to do better to do something I love. She choose to live a different life not the typical American dream where you go to college get a degree have a family and retire. She actually thought about what she really wanted didn’t let anyone stand in her way and achieved it. And still doing so, helping inspire people who are different to get out there and do what you really want not what someone else want you to do. I will be writing more about her and how she actually became what she is today. And that’s it. Have a lovely day my free spirit hippies love you all. โ˜ฎโ˜ฎโ˜ฎ๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ˜€๐Ÿ˜€๐Ÿ˜€

โ˜‰๐ŸŒMorning thoughtsโ˜‰๐ŸŒ

Woke up this morning feeling great, I feel like as if the impossible is gonna happen to me don’t know what yet but I feel like some great is about to happen. For the the last year or so I’ve let myself go alot, I use to be this fun,bubbly,happy girl who was always on the go. Felt like nothing and nobody could stop. Then after a while I gained some weight,lost friend, lost my job,lost the fun part of me,and fell into a great depression. The thing is Idk what happened to that fun bubbly girl. Why did I let myself go?? Why did I fall so hard?? Idk that’s something I’ll have to find out. But now, today I woke up today happy and with lots of energy as if I can claim my crown again. I’ve thought a lot about everything even looked at old pictures and I am ready to be that girl again. I’m ready to be happy. I’m ready to stop being in the house, pull myself up from the ground and be the me I really know again. If anyone is reading this post and your in the same boat push yourself and be happy because when you fall sometimes no one will be there to catch you, you have to push yourself because sometimes you only have yourself. You have to be your own motivator. #My Life #life lesson #self motivation #A girl thing #self love

๐ŸŒผ๐ŸŒปNew year speech!!๐ŸŒป๐ŸŒผ

This year shall be about peace,love,harmony,and respect. Life changing events will happen rather it’s good or bad, some may be happy some may be sad it just depends on what your next chapter of life is about it will be very unpredictable because we don’t know our future, we are expected to have new year resolutions and we are expected to try and follow them this year and many more to come. This year I want to live a happy, peaceful, healthy, strong life. I want to get myself into college,get a better job, loose weight, and feel better about myself, free myself from fear and began to people happy and take charge of my life always have happy energy. Don’t take life or love for granted each day is not promised. One day nmthe next day will never exist again that’s why we have to live life fear free. We have to protect ourselves and each other from negative energy. Stay happy, peaceful , and lovely.

                  Love,

                    ๐ŸŒป๐ŸŒผSkye๐ŸŒผ๐ŸŒป

Life can be good and bad!!!

As I sit here and think life is full of surprises, ups and downs ECT. Most of the time it’s like your stuck in this bubble and your trying to find a way out. You keep pushing and pushing and screaming but your stuck. Other times it’s like hey I’m happy enjoying life don’t have to worry about nothing. Life is so bipolar haha. And that is for everyone. But just know when the bad happens you have to fight through it to gain that happiness again. Don’t let anything or anyone hold you back you have one life love it with no regrets and don’t ever take anything for granted. Have fun, travel, meet lots of like-minded people. Life is not always about working and that’s it. Yes you need a job of course but no your limits. Know that sometimes you have to take that uniform off and enjoy your self. Don’t always let things hold you back. Always fight for what you deserve. And cherish all the people and things that you love. Because like I said you only get one life unless you have a near death experience and come back of course… be free and happy not locked up and sad… experience life stay healthy enjoy it!!! Life can be good and bad but always and I mean always out do the good with the bad never except the bad part of life and think it has to be that way because it don’t it’s up to you to change it your in charge. Heck if you like sky diving or jumping from mountains ECT do it dont let anything or body take that happiness away from you. You are in charge of your goals and dreams no one else. Believe in yourself.. 

Christmas Thoughts!!!!

Christmas! When you hear christmas, what do you think of? Santa, presents, cookies, decorations, and the whole yards. Well I’m no Christian but I know that Christmas is the day Jesus was born,which is his birthday. So why do people buy presents and spend tons of money when it’s not suppose to be like that. People are suppose to give back to Jesus and celebrate his life not give cookies to some fat Santa. People who say they believe in Jesus should be ashamed of themselves because it is wrong and selfish to do this. People should be singing songs as a family and praying or fasting. Am I wrong for thinking these thoughts?

When I close my eyes (Real life story)

When I close my eyes, I see this little bright brown eyed girl, she’s crying hard laying in a well, the sky is dark and the rain is pouring, wind is blowing there’s branches and stones lying across her heart. As I’m looking right at her she’s staring at me wiping the rain and tears from her bright eyes. I asked “who are you?”  She didn’t reply instead she gives me a scary and hurtful look. She then gets up and run through the forest, I scream “wait” she turns around and signal me to follow her with her hands. As I follow her I start to see the sun, a rainbow and a waterfall. We both look at each other smiling with happy tears in our eyes. She hugs me laugh and run away as I look around I notice  rabbits, deer, and butterflies coming by me happy and smiling. The reason I’m telling this story is because when your down and out gods spirit will always be there to lift you up no matter what and I realized that little girl that I will always see when I meditate and close my eyes was me she was showing me that I’m strong enough to make it even if I fall into the darkness I can always get up and find that rainbow. SkyJ

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Saving Midnight

So a few days ago my puppy (Midnight) who is a 11 week old shi tzu almost died sadly. How??  Well long story short, I was at my computer desk typing up this article while my sister was talking to me about something all of a sudden we heard some crying and gagging we looked over by Midnight it was him so I ran over there to him at first we thought it was foam coming out of his mouth bit as we got closer it was his collar, so I told my sister to hold him while I tried to take to take it from between his mouth it was horrible he was crying and scratching ect so she couldn’t control him so I grabbed him from her and  told to grab so scissors to cut it off as soon as she cut he he fell flat into my arms his heart was beating really fast tears running down then he licked me and hugged me the whole night that was the scariest moment of my life I was so hurt. Bit at the end we saved him just in time my little Midnight…

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