Life can be good and bad!!!

As I sit here and think life is full of surprises, ups and downs ECT. Most of the time it’s like your stuck in this bubble and your trying to find a way out. You keep pushing and pushing and screaming but your stuck. Other times it’s like hey I’m happy enjoying life don’t have to worry about nothing. Life is so bipolar haha. And that is for everyone. But just know when the bad happens you have to fight through it to gain that happiness again. Don’t let anything or anyone hold you back you have one life love it with no regrets and don’t ever take anything for granted. Have fun, travel, meet lots of like-minded people. Life is not always about working and that’s it. Yes you need a job of course but no your limits. Know that sometimes you have to take that uniform off and enjoy your self. Don’t always let things hold you back. Always fight for what you deserve. And cherish all the people and things that you love. Because like I said you only get one life unless you have a near death experience and come back of course… be free and happy not locked up and sad… experience life stay healthy enjoy it!!! Life can be good and bad but always and I mean always out do the good with the bad never except the bad part of life and think it has to be that way because it don’t it’s up to you to change it your in charge. Heck if you like sky diving or jumping from mountains ECT do it dont let anything or body take that happiness away from you. You are in charge of your goals and dreams no one else. Believe in yourself.. 

Christmas Thoughts!!!!

Christmas! When you hear christmas, what do you think of? Santa, presents, cookies, decorations, and the whole yards. Well I’m no Christian but I know that Christmas is the day Jesus was born,which is his birthday. So why do people buy presents and spend tons of money when it’s not suppose to be like that. People are suppose to give back to Jesus and celebrate his life not give cookies to some fat Santa. People who say they believe in Jesus should be ashamed of themselves because it is wrong and selfish to do this. People should be singing songs as a family and praying or fasting. Am I wrong for thinking these thoughts?

When I close my eyes (Real life story)

When I close my eyes, I see this little bright brown eyed girl, she’s crying hard laying in a well, the sky is dark and the rain is pouring, wind is blowing there’s branches and stones lying across her heart. As I’m looking right at her she’s staring at me wiping the rain and tears from her bright eyes. I asked “who are you?”  She didn’t reply instead she gives me a scary and hurtful look. She then gets up and run through the forest, I scream “wait” she turns around and signal me to follow her with her hands. As I follow her I start to see the sun, a rainbow and a waterfall. We both look at each other smiling with happy tears in our eyes. She hugs me laugh and run away as I look around I notice  rabbits, deer, and butterflies coming by me happy and smiling. The reason I’m telling this story is because when your down and out gods spirit will always be there to lift you up no matter what and I realized that little girl that I will always see when I meditate and close my eyes was me she was showing me that I’m strong enough to make it even if I fall into the darkness I can always get up and find that rainbow. SkyJ

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Saving Midnight

So a few days ago my puppy (Midnight) who is a 11 week old shi tzu almost died sadly. How??  Well long story short, I was at my computer desk typing up this article while my sister was talking to me about something all of a sudden we heard some crying and gagging we looked over by Midnight it was him so I ran over there to him at first we thought it was foam coming out of his mouth bit as we got closer it was his collar, so I told my sister to hold him while I tried to take to take it from between his mouth it was horrible he was crying and scratching ect so she couldn’t control him so I grabbed him from her and  told to grab so scissors to cut it off as soon as she cut he he fell flat into my arms his heart was beating really fast tears running down then he licked me and hugged me the whole night that was the scariest moment of my life I was so hurt. Bit at the end we saved him just in time my little Midnight…

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Distant Lover (Floetry)

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Distant lover undercover, my love for you is undiscovered, if only you knew how much my mind wandered, how much my heart fluttered and how much my eyes thundered . Our love without shadows began to awake 1000 miles away, but our distance put our love at stake distant lover undiscovered…

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Life Within A Princess Warrior

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I never thought that I would have made it this far in life. Over the past years I’ve been through war within my heart and life, as a warrior I still carry the scars of a warrior, tears of a goddess and endless wars within my life, falling in love and falling apart, I use to run and dive into the ocean filled with my tears and pain, inside my head my soul use to fear. I overcame that , I grew wiser and stronger. I’ve became someone I never knew I could become, I thought my life was over. But it wasn’t I was just in war within my life . I made it out happy and strong. A princess warrior of life is what I have become. I want to thank my mom for showing me that although you’ve been through a war you can get through it and become a strong and wise person tell your story to the world and help change someone else’s life, without my mom I wouldn’t have made it through .. Life within a princess warrior

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Love

Real love is not suppose to be afraid of what everybody think, you just show the world how real love is suppose to be. Love is not based on material or man made things, love is one of the best free things in human kind,its pure innocence beauty within the heart and soul, love can be expressed in many different ways rather its physical or mentally, its a beautiful thing. Sometimes people take love for granted. Love is not to be played with its delicate and sweet just like a new born baby or a puppy. Its your way of expressing your true and caring feelings to someone you can’t live without, so don’t be afraid to show it, say what you need to say and show your love don’t take it for granted.

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A Mothers Touch

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A mothers touch of wisdom,love,and healing. The way she touches and caresses your little face, sings you a lullaby in her soft and soothing voice, when you get hurt she patches up your little heart and make you a warm meal, she bathes you in her tender love and care, she holds and make you warm when your cold, pack your lunch box and send little love notes in them, she holds your hand when your scared,make you tea and soup when you sick, go to your first game and cheer you on, she’s always there when you need her forever and always a mothers touch.

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Her Beauty Within

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Her beauty within, lyes deeper then her skin, deeper then the ocean, deeper then her sins,  her voice speaks with poise, her eyes tell you a story, not just any story the story of  a warrior, mystical creatures, nature within, a better world with no sins, beauty is deeper then skin, true beauty is within your lovely spirit, you don’t need make up or money, it gets deeper then that, her beauty within. -SkyJ

Letter to my journal

Dear journal,
You may have friends to laugh with, hang out with, and to be yourself around. But deep down inside you know that you will never have anyone to spill your heart out too because your afraid of what others may think about
you. The only thing you can trust is your journal because it will never judge you or turn against you no matter what. You just have to learn how to open it up more often so you won’t feel like no one is there to listen because now you’re the only one I can trust…